Enough of this little game

Seriously, I never thought this thing,
between us, was ever gonna fail.
Thought of it more as a thing bewith us, to hail.

I suppose it would have become better with time.
Though it's not like it was wine,
All bounded with compassion and rage.
Better, the more it's aged.

But still, this thing between us,
was the least of thing that ever had
any chance to mark an end.
Guess few rocks don't have a
beginning so to become sand.

The scars on the soul,
Burning infernos to join,
The dying wish of a coal.
Oh that's me!
The poor child,
All set up to cry.
No hope and no liveliness pry.

And know what,
My guts told me, "don't you fall",
You won't be spared.
And I was scared.
Didn't knew it would burst.
Wanna know, Why this thrust?
I had a trust, but not anymore.
Though I did happen to believe you to the core.

Again, What was I thinking?
So, it's all past now.
I grew up.

With time, I knew "This thing" needed an end.
Probably, I now have too much of errands.

Maybe, this fault was all mine.
So, I take the blame.
Please shut down this flame.
Enough of this little game.

Will you be my, "True Friend?"

You don't know how lonely it gets when I don't talk to someone.
Though it seems like I don't really talk much.
But, Trust me.
I do. I do love talking to those 'someones', I feel I've the only right to.

But it's just one of my mistake to feel it that way.
One of the many flaws I hold and wanna take away .

Though this phrase depicts everyone I've known or have been friends with. Especially for the ones I've shared few of my best moments, ummm ..that's it.

The long times, I must say have been too short practically.
They say, “You don't need years or months or even weeks to know a person he/she is exactly”.

Is that true? Yeah, maybe it is.

I've known you to some extent in these few days and that's more than I've ever known,
anyone else so close.

Simply because....

“You.. you came at a moment when all doors to internal peace for me were closed.

You, you lit up those wonderful events inside this heart and made me thoughtful of what I could have stopped by at,
if it weren't you who came and knocked.

The face isn't the impression I had of, the smile is what really amazed me when you squeezed it gently through your cheeks to your lips.

You, your eyes gave a slight glimpse of
What I can say our future could be.
Hah. Just a thought that would provoke you.. So, for now.. just leave it...

But I do believe, it won't go waste wondering about our past and would make our times more heavy, or happy, or sappy.

You, I believe are my hope that has emerged from that small and fog covered sky of mine, which I feared was going to take away my sunshine.

I hope I don't make more mistakes by just falling in love without my own conscience.

I just hope this whole phrase don't sound unworthy irrespective of what I know is, it doesn't sound rhymes.

Let's be it like the best friends that have known or have been with each others since long time,
Let's make it like a relationship more of two best friends giving together a chance to fight their own insights.

I know you hate the trendy concept of “BFF's or BF”.
But, Will you be my “True Friend”?