not just a 1000 sq ft apartment, but more of a villa..
I realised.
I realised something's wrong.
A few things changed, you know.
As I stepped outside my home,
I felt out the same gentle breeze of air that touched my hairs and cheeks, but made me very sick within a week.
It wasn't just the viral.
I was homesick.
As I stepped outside my home, and stepped in to the corporate world,
I realised I had lost that charm of girls calling me handsome, or smart, or a few of them, cute..
Realised all I left with was the pressure of work, the management of time, the unmatching rhymes..
Not just a few things,
a whole new world is what I was dealing with.
Turned on the social apps,
Updated my work place.
People started texting, "congrats man."
Replying, I realised.
I've lost them now.
Lost that lovely girl I would have made mine.
Lost the happiness and joy of being with family, friends..
More often home, on a road trip sometimes..
The season of spring, the reason to sing, was somewhere gone.
Dreams of travelling together, with her, with friends, were proved already wrong.
Check List of "to do" work now was probably too long.
And now was when I realised,
It's been almost 5 years working with the same firm.
Though a little raise in the funds is what I expected to earn.
But that thing, past a few years was completely gone.
This is when I realised I wasn't completely wrong.
This is when I realised I have been too busy with this work thing,
I should probably quit and go on for something, like creating a whole new ping.
