Thursday, February 16, 2017

A thought to ponder upon

When you sit after a hectic day in your room.
With your thoughts alone.
After meeting a dozens of people.
Ending up liking some, hating a few and just not caring about others.
When you want to know where your life is taking you.
When you want to convey to yourself to do something better but you can’t because you can’t feel.
When you want to laugh at the memories that were hilarious in that day but you can’t.
When you want to cry because something pinched you but you can’t.
When you want to talk to some people because you love to but you can’t.
When you are irritated over others and want to shut them up but you can’t.
Sitting in the corner of the room thinking of all the happenings of the day, wanting to make situations better and wanting to react to everything but you can’t.
Because at the end you realise, that you are NUMB.
You respire but don’t breathe.
You survive but don’t live.